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the taming of the shrew. [Jun. 18th, 2008@01:27 am]
I couldn't even begin to tell you.
I have to start a new one... all this, all this fucking baggage..


For lack of a better explanation,
the end.
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my heart is beating faster. [Nov. 18th, 2007@03:07 pm]
I'm still standing out here on the doorstep of your home with all these unforgivable sins. I'm not high right now. It's been five months and I think I've come down. And.. you know, that natural high you get when you first get clean and realize you just got clean.. that's gone, too. So it's really just me.

I can't ask for forgiveness. I wouldn't even try.
I'm also not going to try proving I'm worthy by using my wit and charm and seventy-five cent words and other various things to manipulate you with. Actually, I think I'm just going to hang out for awhile. On the doorstop. Smoke a few cigarettes and think a little. Not dwell, nor analyze, just think.

I'm sorry, and you don't have to give a shit. Because this isn't an apology for the sake of forgiveness, it's an apology because apologizing, after having found myself on your doorstep in the aftermath of this kind of situation, is the right thing to do.

So I'm sorry.
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I know you know everything. [Feb. 18th, 2006@06:47 am]
April 17th, 2004
"And if it's the biggest mistake I'll ever make, fine. I'm young and stupid. I'll waste time stressing about my mistakes after I make them, when I'm old and wise."
- Shaina, my old DJ.



Let's try this again.
Still friends only.
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